Of Trust, Hope & Love

Hope

Sometimes when we put our hopes too high, just be aware that...do not put it too high...or else when u can't achieve it, u'll fall..

Hope applies to almost evrything in our life, in friendship, in love..family..we humans are social animals...we need sum1 in our lives...some ppl may saythat they are content in living in solidarity...but no..they're in denial (or so i thought)..deep in their heart / soul / mind, surely they long to share their bits of lives with sum1..at least 1 person..or an animal...to share with...

In fostering a friendship, a normal human being has the feeling to belong..they want to be accepted..by a clique, group, a friend, whatever..thus they'll make anything to get what they want - to be accepted...just...anything...i dunno...do some wild things ur friend told u too...or just simply by smiling n saying 'hello'...then, bam...we have welcomed a stranger into our life - a once-stranger, to be transformed into what we call a friend..

In being in a relationship, we want to love and feel loved..thus... why are there so many "stupid love songs" and "stupid soap operas" keep airing and playing in the media, in our daily lives? kenape asek2 cinta kan? hmm...org yg xprnah bercinta secara serius xkan akui ini...they'll just brush it off n smirk..sambil nyanyi lagu 'aku xpercaya cinta'..hahaha..

oh well, the writer is also guitly of being 'that' kinda person once *wink2*.. but yeah, as I grew, and I gained some life experience, love, to me, is powerful...it can make or break us...'love feels like heaven but hurts like hell' (damn i totally dig this quote!)...

So normally, they say a girl is more needy than a boy...but...hmm...a boy usually makes the first move when they r interested in a girl...unless, in this modern age, the opposite will happen..but heck, i think guys still love it when they know that THEY are in charge...so yeah, to me, i prefer to keep it old-fashioned n let the guy makes the first move..

Hmm..but then, girls may be needy, but a guy's love is usually pure n serious (haha...but it might not apply to playboys n jerks.. ;p )... i mean, yeah, girls are needy, that sometimes, bile mamat kaya or pndai ngayat da ejas sket, mule cair da minah tu...balak lame tolak tepi..haha...kesian bf lame die...yeap, gurls r cruel..n this is the part where I said, ' a guy's love is more serious n pure'...


(hah! g matilah sarah! mane de..pempuan pn ade yg setia ape?)

hahah...yeah,. i admit...mmg ade je pempuan2 yg sanggup bengkak2 mate semate2 for a jerk they call their bf / syg / honey bunch whatsoever...but for what? they know they're being stupid, but ...yeah as i told u, love is powerful..bcos of love, one can go out of their mind..

so there...in a friendship, we strive to jaga our friends' heart..we tatang them like a minyak yg pnuh (sort of) n juz agrees with what they say / do...hey, we're buddies, right? n in a relationship, kite xnmpk ape cacat cela pn pasangan kte tu...as they say 'no one is perfect until we fall in love with them" (dang i like this quote too! ) ;p....we love them, put all our hearts in them..n before u know it...


Ur frend had been talking behind ur back..ur frend had been isolating u 4 no reason...ur frend is being dishonest with u...

or..

Ur date is no longer talking to u...he/she has someone else behind ur back..he/she is not what u expected him to be..he/she is juz using u...


That's what happens when we place our hopes too high on the people around us..when confrontations no longer solve the problem..sometimes the best way is juz too leave these ppl...eventhough we always hope that we cud juz start it all over again...

Rants

1) So today, I was criticized, it's regarding my work ethic. That I'm not being efficient enough, That I'm not organized enough. That I'm very bad at my time management skills. Oh, lemme check that again. So what are on my list currently? Oh yeah :
- To do a market research (estimated time to finish : 2-3 weeks, requirement : to sit in front of the laptop, making phone calls to the right person, bla3..taking notes, presenting a report or some sort)
- To look for accommodations for upcoming new staffs (from overrrrsea, uu....) - so haruslah cari rumah2 yg tip top, xmo la umah setinggan yg rm500 sebulan, kemas dan bersih tp KECIK tu kn..dorg nye standard mane la nak umh kecik2 ni, haruslah rumah yg beso2, plg2 koman rm1200 sebulan pn bleh lg...asalkan nmpk mhl...itulah die.. (estimated time to finish : a few weeks as well, provided that I have ample time to go out of the office ans scout around, making phone calls, n if I do, have to follow-up with the agent rumah, arranging time for my boss to go over there, then follow- up some more, then kalau dorg xske, oh ye, repeat step 1 again..) - and un-officially I'm also the 'ajen rumah' of my company
- To arrange for a VIP's upcoming visit around this month in terms of preparing the office deco (portrait of VIP, posters, layouts, printing bla3..) and guess what, I'm usually the person yg have to go outside to those print shops...
- AT the same time, upkeeping of office supplies and...
- Upkeeping of monthly payroll
- Taking care of MOST of the things at the office
- Oh yeah, not only handling the technical stuffs, but handling perangai2 n peel2 bosses n senior management yg mcm H.A.R.A.M.


I was the one who ran the office since the past year, underappreciated...And they're telling me how to do my work...

2) Men
- Just what is it with men who :
a) is curang, but xpandai cover line? masalahnye, in the end, we got scolded by their unknowing gf, yg konon2nye kte yg menggatal, padahal balak die sdri yg terhegeh2 kt kte...pastu bile kantoi, dgn ajaibnye mamat2 ni kecut egg n trus menghilang...c'mon, be a man!
b) who juz refuses to confront a problem by not communicating baik2 dgn his girl? i know it's nature's law, but at the time, it's bugging me...